February wish

WECLOME FEBRUARY! :D
i want you to be my best month in this year :) although i've been dissapointed today. I feel so bad, i dunno why,
that i know, this feeling came when i was in class. I felt very alone at that time, although many people around me. Its like one of the lyrics simple plan, lol you know what? its sounds ...
...
Im just a kid
And life is a nightmare
Im just a kid
I know that its not fair
Nobody cares cuz im alone and the world is having more fun than me
...
yeahh, sometimes i feel like that. Especially today :(
nobody know what i feel, because i wont they know. If they know, i think they'll said '' u r a freak person'' and i not like that .
Dear february, i have many wish now :) i want my wish are answered! i wish, im not feel alone again, i want to better understand the lessons in school, i want my values become better, and last, i want to get a new BOYFRIEND because too long single make me bored. LMAO XD


oh God, i beg you answer my wish
AMIINNN :)